I’m actually one of those people that have eaten their lunch sitting on the toilet at school
28/5/12, 0 notes
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Feeling slightly recovery positive.. oddly
28/5/12, 0 notes
Had a dinner of chicken breast, hummus and a slice of toast AND THEN a large portion of gorgeoussss ice cream, was so close to binging but I’m moving on, it was nice and I don’t need to overdo it
"So much of the problem … comes from not being able to admit unhappiness, or to see that unhappiness is normal, to see that dissatisfaction and anger are normal. In my family there was only a small spectrum of emotion that was ever allowed to become public. Real, full emotions had to remain hidden. So if you’re not allowed to tell the truth, you start thinking up internal kinds of solutions."
Aimee Liu, Gaining: the Truth about Life after Eating Disorders (via summergirl88)
28/5/12, 53 notes
I hate that moment where you’re in bed and too awake to go to sleep but too tired to get out of bed and so just lie there awkwardly
on my way to a barbeque
Shitting myself
I want to restrict but I have to eat cause it’s ‘socially acceptable’ but I’ve already eaten too much and I know I’ll just end up b/ping :( I’m fat already, I can’t get bigger. asdfgh
